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Life of a Mailman

by Chris Mendoza

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1.
Trees 02:06
Trees are hella fascinating Among the grey, they're green There's cobwebs on the outside And they're crawling With the critters they've got in them Did you know that rats live in your trees? So when you cut the trees down in your yard, The rats escape to your house One of 'em dies in the vents The whole place starts to smell like death And it wasn't the death of that mouse I think it's the stench of a tree that's gone too soon I can't breathe! I can't breathe! The Amazon is burning The red flames burn to ash for All you useless, lifeless green I miss the trees I don't know what to do and I'm sorry I am just a bird Singing songs up on a branch The kids playing down below They learn the things that I forget What do I know? I'm just a bird I'm just a bird and I miss the trees
2.
Other People 02:36
I've been cheating on you in my head But I don't know what's real I know that I vibe with you So what if I vibe with her? And love can give you peace of mind If i'd stay yours and you'd stay mine Why can't anybody stay together? I can see myself with other people, just you can't You can see yourself with other people, just I can't You've been cheating on me in your bed I'm pretty sure that's real And I keep losing sleep As clarity comes near And love could open up your mind If you'd stay yours and I'd stay mine Why can't anybody stay together?
3.
O, gangly cypress pine You overgrown lichen Inhale the jasmine vine You're my favorite smell and You grabbed a hold of me In the misty morning You grabbed a hold of me All your mommin' and poppin' I came here to escape The life of a mailman They worked me like a slave I was coming home broken They grabbed a hold of me Over 60 hours a week They grabbed a hold of me I was kicking and screaming Om shanti In between is among And enough is enough I never thought I'd be In love with a felon You taught me to believe That there's power in presence You grabbed a hold of me With your squeaky door laugh And you grabbed a hold of me Falling out of a handstand Om shanti In between is among And enough is enough
4.
I still remember when I crashed your car I called you up and you called a tow truck And right away, you asked me if I was alright We didn't speak again of it after that night When you and mom split, you could have been worse We met your new chick and she was way cool On Friday nights, we'd drive up to Oakland Kayakin' up a storm at Lake Merritt You taught me how to shop at Goodwill Look at my shirt, it cost me a dollar And you were sweet to me I won't forget Mom! I know you tried hard You lost the guy you'd been with since college The Philippine Islands can't get you to Canada Suburban town, Northern California You weren't there because you always worked Dad tried to help but he was bipiolar Well he moved me out with him to Las Vegas I made friends with a nerdy group of white kids I wouldn't call you for months on end Ten years apart but you were always visiting And you were sweet to me
5.
Horror Films 02:54
Last night, Jannella had me watch A horror film that's set in New Orleans Oh wait, I'm sorry that's pronounced New Orleans Afterward I went outside to Smoke the last half of my cigarette But I was spooked, man I just couldn't enjoy it So what's got me so paranoid? My friend Karin told me to look Behind the gore at all the horror There's something else at play Behind the masks and knives and '80s blood The moving apparitions Is it misogyny inside the home? My lack of real ambition? You think your life is miscellaneous? Well life is miscellaneous! Can you even imagine? Just try again without your voice Try a life of living everyday, You're just walking down the street What makes you look over your shoulder? Does someone want you dead? Try a life where people want me dead A life where people want me dead I'm looking t'ward the branches-- A dirty rope around my neck I've got a horror film inside my head A horror film inside my head I haven't got a reason! Will someone turn it off? I've got a horror film inside my head A horror film inside I haven't gotten a reason! Shit's feeling pretty real
6.
Airhead 04:11
Airhead! I'd never been called out I'm not stupid But I guess I forget Far off! Right behind the screen Tik Tok links and messages to me I know My home's catching fire Broken Bagged up for the coroner Take me! Let's go for a walk Run your dogs out over dark blocks Feelings! They're always hard to say Both my folks wanna vote the wrong way I know My home's catching fire Broken Backed up in the corner again You are a quiet place for me Airhead! It's all I've ever been I'm not dumb but fuck if I don't pretend Far off! Right behind the trees UFOs are scheming to steal me Feelings! They're always hard to say I feel crazy driving the wrong way Take me! Far beyond the sky Room for your dog right between you and I

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Recorded in SF and LV

11th Ave. Records

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released November 13, 2020

Chris Mendoza- songs, vox, and guitar on all tracks
Tommy P.- drums (tracks 1-4), synth (tracks 3 and 4), production (tracks 1-4)
Amanda Salguero- bass and vox (tracks 1-4)
Ryan Pasion- bass, drums, and production (tracks 5 and 6)

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Chris Mendoza is a performing songwriter based between Las Vegas and San Francisco.

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