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Sad Bastard Songs

by Chris Mendoza

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1.
if you can't say where else you might want to be perhaps we're supposed to be here shards of light spread all over the streets of grey they're warming us with their rays red If you can't stay then why'd you tell me you would? you're making me think we're good here tears keep falling down my nose passed my cheeks I think I need more to drink today I can't even go a day without thinking this ending seemed a little rushed why don't we try for something (open ended)
2.
the foggy hills of Ashland call my name; they did for you once before the streets were wet then, and it was hard to catch your face running out in the dark; but it was there that I learned it isn't shutter speed or even tasteful lighting all a good picture needs is your pretty face your dress was red then, and it did well to catch their eyes mine were no exception and if I could, I'd follow in your steps but you run way too fast for me so promise me when you're done you'll get your ass back home and I"ll cook something warm maybe even sing, finally talk of other things
3.
Patronus 03:40
I don't know where to go; black and white are the only things I see every option feels wrong, guess there isn't an easy choice for me not for me to the left I hear bombs; falling down from above like snow exploding in slow motion; feels kinda cold but in a different way but I shut my eyes and think weren't you the one who picked me up off the ground when I died when I drowned in the river of tears I cried yeah, I know you; you might not believe me but friends will do that from time to time just left me lift up your soul; I remember when you lifted mine the fire dies into smoke; I need a way to get up out of this place but something's gripping my throat and wispy fingers catch me in their embrace I think you threw me a rope; but was it a lifeline or a noose? why should I choose to trust you? feeling all alone in a familiar place
4.
1099 03:01
you've been stuck on pause and you don't even notice you just keep doting on your flaws, but that's your box so close it directionless and tired; forgetting what a home is the walls are pretty thin, dear; and I can hear you moan Love; remember when it was just another word you're burying yourself in wine coolers and trinkets lately all your clothes hang over you like blankets I'd lend you a hand; you only have to take it 'til then you stand alone or lie down with the wolves Love; remember when she was just another girl
5.
what am I going to say when I run out of things to bitch and moan about? I'm running out of paper; this pencil's out of lead and I'm bleeding out lately I've been rehashing the past like it's still relevant I just can't get over anything it's a violent limp that stops me from running and spreads a bunch of pain what am I going to do when all your ears are full and everyone walks out? the walls are closing in; the lights are flickering and I just want to shout /// don't call them names; they're the same dragging their feet through the mud like they're lame stupid claims; who could care? life's difficult for everybody

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recorded in August of 2014 at the Brown Room Las Vegas, NV

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released October 28, 2014

Chris Mendoza: vocals, guitar, songwriting
Mike Frederick Ziethlow: mixing, mastering, badassering
Sonia Seelinger: album photo

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Chris Mendoza is a performing songwriter based between Las Vegas and San Francisco.

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